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Wanted to blog yesterday to start counting down but internet was sick. So yesterday was lucky number seven. Today will be six six six the number of the beast. Hah. 6 more days to birthday and this yr i'll be spending my 21st n first birthday w/o the 3 most loved people in my life. Mother, Father and You. Goodbye people. Shall blog again tmrw if internet doesnt fuck up.

I feel old n fucked up.